The Promiser(yeah right more like destroyer)

You told me that you would give me everything
You said that being thin was worth everything
Just one more pill, you said, one more purge

But it was never good enough for you
You then ask for one price to pay you off
That price you asked for was my life
At the time i was in your control
My answer was yes

As soon as i said yes you took it all
Everything you promised you destroyed
You destroyed my life, my family
So many innocent people you made me hurt

You lied you gave me nothing but pain and hell
You took my life and changed in to a stranger
As i look in the mirror you show me somone idk
She look s at me with a spiteful grin

As she spoke all i could hear being said is " lose a bit more"
If you lose weight she said everything will be fine
You said you would never hurt me
You lied to me you made me hurt everyday

There were times when i wanted to let you have it all
I used to stay up late and bawl cuz i wasn't good enough
You said you would always be there it make everything okay
But you weren't and you told me to deal with it

You played with my life like a game
So i bet my life for the taking

When i let you win , you brought me close to the end
You had me hanging by a thread of my life
When i asked for you help you said i had to pay the price
Little did i know that you mentgiving my life

Now i look back on you , Mia you lied to me
Thinking back all you were trying to do  was kill me
Well it didn't work because im in recovery now
So let me be STOP just STOP trying to kill me.

Cause now i am proud to say that a choose to live

Prayer To Live By

Love Yourself For Who you are

I have to remind myself everyday that if i don't love who i am, how can i expect those around me to love me for me. In life there are people that will like you and people who are jealous of what you have. The difference between the  two is that people who like you will help you accomplish your dreams. People who are jealous of you will do everything they can to get what you have.
In the end if you don't love who you are then you will truely be alone. When all you have left isyourself to take care of no one is going to do it for you so just remember just love who you are with all you heart and fate will take care of the rest.<3

Dreams

This quote describes to the exact point that i find dance being a huge part of my life. Because when i dance it's like nothing else exists and i can just be free to be me. The rush you get from dance is the most amazing feeling . The burst of adreniline i get is just indescribable and so freeing. The clapping from the audience and their cheering makes the dream so with in my reach and all the  hours of practice worth it. Nothing compares to the feeling of relaxation that just takes you to another world it the best feeling. Dreams are possible because i work towards mine everyday no matter what people say . so just follow the dream and it won't let you fail unless you give up the dream.

Life